somehow or another, i cant seem to stop thinking of you. though it was only a mere 3months&24days ...

i know alot of things like your mindset cant be changed. & actually i know the reasons behind both our misery and what & how you were actually thinking of me. i just never wanted to face the fact until the blow hit me hard and threw me to the ground.

i know it's hard to change your mindset but i will continue waiting for the day when you will tell me you love me again. & during this period of time, i WILL change. i'll prove you my love and earn for you acceptance once again.

you never gave me the chance & time to change. perhaps you made the right choice cos' you left me and it hit me hard. it was a real hard one, and bang it went. i WILL change. im trying damn hard every single day. but will you think twice and give me another chance? im learning to cherish & treasure, but it seem a little too late.. too late..

i love you,
but what 'bout you?
give me a chance to prove you wrong
cos' i badly want to love you
& i cant.

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