Bullshit, penknife die-ed on me, rahh. But nvm I can always get new ones WHAHA, =.= this time I shld get 3/4 then no matter what they wont die on me XD And by the way I passed Maths test! woo~ but no big deal uh, also not EOY, =.= & i only passed by half a mark, =.=

I love Vivian Goh XDDDD what's life without drinking, cutting and smoking?! Lol, jkjk. But drinking cutting and smoking's the guide t perfect life ;D Perfect guide t life of Sally. hoho XD woo~ the girl who never fails t always make me high, LOL. I can't wait for the age of 16 man XDDDD

boo, enough im tired XD

not going t care 'bout you anymore. you are out of my life ~
actually it isn't like that. I just don't wanna care, but I can't.

are you seeing more than what others are?

Labels: Who looking for stead?

http://friendster.com/pepperficacious

view! :D

illusionist_94@hotmail.com

add! :D

boo, this is random. uh haha (:

BOO, AUDRIC, IM JEALOUS! VERY VERY JEALOUS. ROARRRRRRRR ))))))=

Labels: STOP MESSAGING HERRRRRRR ROARRRRRR

REPLIES TO TAGS:

junyuan: lol. cos I haven't been going out and there, no pictures LOL.
passerby: k.
Agnes: beloveddd!
LaNcEr EvO: lol, noooo i didn't mean that. Not ppl who're in WWSS are stupid lor, lol. WWSS was one of my choices okaye! Leonard's not stupid :D
AIYIN!x33: okaye lar, except he cries alot. and t make it worse, i've a baby cousin brother and a baby brother, zzz.
jessika: JESSICA CHOONGGG, LOL.
SIYING: haha yeah. later got wrinkles, =X
:D cherlyn!: lol. you can come my hse and confiscate every sharp object, im gonna get new ones alrdy cos' my penknife malfunction now. LOL, i damaged it when I was trying t cut sth, then now I'm v sian, zzz. Are you gonna go popular with me? :D
laisi: hello. i tagged you and linked you alrdy, lol.
aishah: pretty boo-er must be happy, yepyep! :D I LOVE BOO-ER! x33
KRISTIE: hahahaha. stop scaring me dude! not funnnnnn LOL. and ty for helping me draw the stupid music stuff, lol :D
YUFEI.: yo, relinked (: ahh, LOL. you're in girls sch mahhhhhh. if you ever get emo then sth's v wrong, lol.
huiqi: (: tyty. takecare too babe.
greg: happy birthday gf! :D
laisi: i can't move on, lol. nvm. you leh? =X
AIYIN!x33: hello!
}. JIA YI!: boooshit, MrsLow sucks like idk what can. roar her away, still wear brown bra. piang, make me puke mannn. she damn biased against CheowYi want lar, =/ lol. okaye, i'll relink and i love you too chihuahua! :D
:D cherlyn!: nobody watch Ratatouille with me leh, how? D: i want bake Cherlyn snowman too. ROFL. Uncle Ronald Mac Donalds! :D
j i a y i :]: lol, okaye. im getting damn confused. one jiayi here another jiayi thr, lol. :D
[: alison: nah, dont have t be worried. I'll be fine :D we must meet up after EOYS okaye, i need t shop LOL :D
YIJIN: :D tc too.
JESSIKA: (: DESPERATE FOR SEX, LOL. *guffaws*
stephanie: stephanie! lol :D
:D cherlyn: cherlynnnnnn wonggggggg lol :D yeahhhhhhh i'll be fine (:
junhao: baka junhao, forget ppl's birthday shit you LOL =X
♥cheow(:: cheoweeeeonstickkkkk it has been a millenium since you tagged me okaye?! yeah sally will be fine (: BENJAMIN ! *grins*
huiqi: rahhh don't be upset over bastards okaye? Nothing lasts forever, =X
AIYIN!x33: yeah, you too. lol BENJAMIN! :DDDDDDD
SIYING: yup, haha (:
JOVIN: yo jovinnnnn :D smile too! don't care 'bout bastards. BETTER GUYS, remember? *i know you're laughing* LOL :D and don't care 'bout ****** and ****** too laaa :D
SONIA: (: okaye, i'll relink you. thanks for tagging uh.
greg: lol, yo girlfriend :D
Rachel: omg rachel you want t f me? piang, latr i pregnant how? CANNOT LAR. and you cannot f.me also LOL. dont jump, try running instead. LOL :D hmm dont think idk anything thats happening t you okaye? i know.. dont be too affected. I KNOW DUDE! takecare, :D
Agnes: lol, its okaye :D what show what show? i v sian, need shows too. lol. daily tag meee! (:
diyanah: helllooooo!
(: JIA TING: why didnt you go back? D:
SIYING: I super agreeeee lah.

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FINALLY.

I'm still lazy t post, rahh. But I'd say life's picking up. I think I'll post latr or sth. And btw, I think I'll reply tags in tagboard. lol. Shall see 'bout it first. Takecare ppl. I'm gonna MUG. f.maths, roarrr.
Imu, Baby

Labels: I love doraemon :D

Labels: Waiting

Everyday I say I don't wanna care bout you. Everyday I say I don't love you. Everyday I pretend that everything's okaye when they are not. F.life, F.love. I really don't wanna care anymore but I cant, I cant, I cant. I CANT. I've been trying very hard t get you out of my life and I cant, I cant, I cant. I CANT. Everyday thr would be things even the littlest details that reminds me of you. The books, my previous table, my foolscap papers scribbled with all those rubbish 'bout you, the song lyrics, the scars on my hand, the messages in 5300, every single freaking thing! Shitxzzz. To that extend that when it was D&T today and Mr Lim said that we could carve anything we wanted, numbers and letters onto our work piece I wanted t put ACZ and then again I changed my mind. In the end, my mind is still stuck at 160407. Yes, stuck. I was convincing myself t change it t 250494 or some other stupid things but it was stuck at 160407. Please kill me now.

220407 ; 10:41PM

"When you feel cold, let me be the one to give you my clothes to provide u warmth. When you're hungry, let me give you biscuits and make u full. When you're down, let me tell you that "i'll do anything, almost everything, to protect you. " i love you! never gonna let you go! "

You aint thr anymore.
But I still am.

You have certainly moved on,
But I haven't.

I no longer exist in any part of your life,
But you're someone who lives in my heart,
now and forever.

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Where are you, Baby? You said you would be here telling me that you would do anything, almost everything to protect me.

Labels: SC S L AC A

Labels: I want to stop pretending everything's okayeeeee when they aren't

REPLIES TO TAGS:

SIYING: takecare too. (:
KHAYLENG: lol, really? so easy right, i think so too, lol. tell me what you've got on msn or sth, yeah i will, i've been a bit dead recently, Zzz. (=
SHERYL: hi. [:
LaNcEr EvO: yo leonard! i didn't know you were in WWSS lehh, same class with BrigitteLee somemore, lol.
KRISTIE: hello Kristieeeee Tiongggg :D im bored too, D: lol homealone kia, rofl.
huien(: then baobei you must be back too. i notice we MIA-ed from 05Sept together and now im back whr are you? BAOBEI!
passerby: i've added you alrdy, i'll give you the codes on MSN.
:D cherlyn!: lol yea, you know how t lie t Govind only, LOL. then he dumb dumb see you guai then he return you, lol. *i not late, i not late* chants like how you did, lol.
Rachel: it's hard dude. you shld know what i mean, uh T.T

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Yay, blogging again. Please cry.

I think i'll shoo off the lazyness and upload pictures, =X by the way, I've been taking alot of lame shots recently. Please don't mind the lameness uh, it's mugging period and 85% of my brains cells died while I tried t memorise Geography facts (freaking 10 chapters okaye mind you, =.=), solve all those STUPID Maths questions and draw those idiotic Linear Graphs OKAYE. not only do I have t draw graphs, still got some crap Y intersect w/e, w/e and with algebra somemore, wtfffff ! Crap, I hate Maths. Zzz. Till now, I've been mugging for Geog & Science (hello, languages are common sense, =.=) and Maths, yay I haven't touched a single fucking thing. Not even like flipping through my Maths coursebook, lol. =.=

Kayy enough, some pictures t entertain dead ppl at my blog first, lol. =X


our 'pao' family with dear Spaghetti, lol } WeiHao's grp's claymation
I mugged lorrrr, I hate Maths, Zzz.
Baby Alden Chua } my baby brother, lol. =.=
Cherlyn say his hair's made of tomato, LOL } a fact.
So, I hope the photos did entertain you dead ppl a bit, =X Yep, Sally has been very dead recently, =.= I almost cried during reading period yesterday uh, Zzz. I hate you, you're always making me sad! Zzz.

I'll go prepare and go t sch soon, :D And by the way, check out the time I posted this entry, =.= lol.

Why are you always the cause of my moodswings?
bye Earth, ♥

Labels: falling for you is the biggest regret i ever had and ever will have

REPLIES TO TAGS:

jialiang: everyday? uh, if i rmb bah, lol. lol.
Agnes: belovedddddddd. ha, yeah. (:
aishah: i love boo-er! all the best for EOYS! im gonna be dead for maths, shitxzzz
KHAYLENG: it's not mission accomplished, i failed the 'mission' pathetically. gahgah nvm, read my first box on the right. Upon for more information, lol.
le little shop: stop advertising, i'll block.
Agnes: I LOVE BELOVED TOO~

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Tags replied, as promised.

Another boring day, another day of hell.

School was boring. VERY boring. Literature bored the shit outta me, was reading my book throughout, =.= IT was okaye, except for the part when MrsLow kept kp-ing here and thr, IT was kinda fun. Shot a few scences and meddled with the camera. JiaYi, CheowYi, Jolene and Nadin shot a fast version of me playing with the clay, lol. Realise I missed out a lot since I didn't stay back the previous time for claymation. Okaye overall, it was kinda okaye. I was praying MrsLow could shut up though, she was wearing a brown bra by the way, Zzz.

Recess was okaye too, didn't see people that I didn't want to bump into and I was extremely glad (= but after recess was a total dump of rubbish, Zzz. Had English and MrYeo saw me using my phone but he didn't confiscate, =.=? Shurtini saw me playing game with my phone previously when she ws teaching and she didn't do anything either. What's with the teachers? =.= Chinese was worst. We were made t complete some stupid past yr paper and I only did 15 questions out of I think .. okaye, forget it =.= Felt like sleeping, Zzz.

Went t see Govind with Cherlyn after school ended. She came up with a splendid excuse and got back her ez-link card although her detention was only for half an hour, lol. I shall use that excuse next time (= Went t hke mac after that for lunch and read through and did some preparations for the Chinese oral. Saw JiaYing, CheowYi, Jeslynn & Jolene, lunched together. But they went off first though.

Rushed back t school and we thought we were late for oral but we still had t wait, Zzz. Saw stupid JinFei (LOL) and went t ask him 'bout the oral. JinFei is niceeeeeeee der okaye (= i've been saying this since he offered me chocolates when we went back t XNPS for tchr's day celebration! lol.

Oral was okaye I think? I don't think I did well though, =X The examiner just kept smiling and smiling and she even rested her head on the table, =.= I'd tips and knew the questions tested before I was tested LOL, yay I played cheat lol. So yeah, thanks t th 2 ppl who gave me th splendid info (: and and and I've gotta say this! ZhiYong is uber cute okaye, lol. WeiHaoooooo the peanut too, lol. Yay, I love 1retarded2 :D and btw, I was doing the chinese paper when I thought of calling us 1racist2, LOL. since the guys are soooooo racist, lol

I'll post photos soon, once I get some rest and all. I got too carried away and this post's a lil' long, I don't want lengthy posts. I'm not entrusting my blog with my secrets anymore. Sad t say ... I'll keep th more personal ones t myself, uh =X

Cherlyn say she's coming over t my hse t confiscate all sharp objects from my hse, lol. Aye I can get new ones whattttt! And haven't fade yet leh Cherlyn! Shitxzzz

Mug Mug Mug;
bye Earth, ♥

Labels: I will be happy

I'm back and off hiatus. Please cry :D

Am really sick of my photoshop which keeps hanging on me. This skin is so bright but I guess it kinda lightens up the mood uh.

During this a little more than a week's hiatus, things happened. Bad things, good things both included. Changes and everything too. And yes now my extreme hate, moodswings have been visiting me very often too.

I'm tired. Really very tired. Mugging, training, bad news, new habit of mine, tired of every thing. Sometimes, I just need a break. Don't probe too much into it, it won't help. I've changed. I'm becoming more and more like a mystery!

Kay forget it, this post is written in a duper weird tone cos' I'm becoming duper weird. I'll post and update more practically in th next post. Tmr perhaps? Idk.

I'm trying hard everyday. I'm trying hard t be happy. I'm trying hard praying that you wont hit me with your hurtful words again.
I'm trying hard everyday very hard,
just to
BE HAPPY.
fucking hard

i will be happy,
hopefully;
bye Earth, ♥

Labels: BENJAMIN x3333

REPLIES TO TAGS:

YUFEI.: hello, i saw you too with the 6C-ians. haha, okaye i try =X happy holidays too.
Rachel: hee, lover. let's wait till we're of legal age and we shall go tgt, okayeeee? :D clubbing rocks hohoho. our date? very very soon, hee (:
ChuQian: haha kae, thanks (: i miss you uber loads too!
vian: gym? lol. not the one at JW stadium though, i'll get emo if i go thr, lol.
emelia: hello, thanks (:
JIA TING: yeah, lol. everybody grew taller, only i still the same height. :X haha, takecare too.
AIYIN!x33: hello hello. lol. :D
MICHELLLLLLE: LOL. :D
jessika: wednesday's over, jessica! lol. and why you love calling yourself jessika? =X i think jessica nicer leh.
greg: lol. thankyou thankyou, you don't suddenly MIA can? find you very hard you know? LOL. =X
Agnes: tyty beloved!
KHAYLENG: the thing keep like go/dont go then idk whether i seeing him on Fri. now is CONFIRM seeing him on fri sia, how how how? cannot talk, =X
JIA TING: lol ya i know liao, the quiz. lol.
emelia: sally chio, lol :D
aishah: haha, yeah. Sally's very disciplined. but this is like madness lar. VERY BUSY D: i miss you, boo-er!
# ♥ FIONNA ;: hello babe :D tyty ^^
XKenX: tyty ^^ jy for your mugging too (: and i know your training's damn tough, LOL. takecare.
chenhui: hello. training was good, so good that i injured myself =X lol. yup, i'll treasure the necklace. those little parts of him, D:
{michelle}: yeah, EVERYTHING D:
Jermin: hahaha, takecare too :D loves! x3
junhao: lol, you too baka liao that's why you didnt even know (=
hui lun: you then crazy idiot lar, lol. and i dont believe you're hui lun, LOL.
KHAYLENG: i wont know, i dont contact him now. lol. hmm, okaye thanks alot okaye babe? :D takecare too, x3
confused: lol. okaye =X
AIYIN!x33: lol, okaye thanks for loving me LOL.
JIA TING: XIAOPANG is my love, my sweetie, MY xiaopang :D
tm: lol okaye :D
jessika: lol, im not that skinny anyway. haha.
LEEMIN: :D you always give me difficult tasks and set me on missions impossible. lol, takecare too :D
junhao: lol is not abit, is alot okaye! you this .. baka, lol. dont suan jiu dont suan LOR.
jiayinqq (:: i was happy today, was i? :D and i know you tagged me before going training, lol. see you on friday, habiren!
KHAYLENG: he say he wants to stay single. i asked him somethings hmm, takecare too :D i'll do the quiz soon, lol.
Agnes: beloveddddd! im envious of you! D:
SIYING: yeah, the whole town's very affected. D:
junhao: commented, :D
junhao: you baka cannot stop calling me baka is it? lol. never blame him lar, LOL. ;D
:D cherlyn!: DARLING AIAI, why you stopped tagging me? x.x i miss you hell loads lar! D: heh, i'll jy want, lol. yup, fix a date with me okaye! :D PROMISE PROMISE. hee.
PasserBy(:: er, when you go cbox and get the codes, you'll have two rows of codes when you copy it into template. just insert the words in between (:

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FINALLY DONE.

Ms Chan is mad, everyone please ignore what she've said cos she don't know got her news from whr, im the one with the correct scr of news :D LOL, this is madness.

Sarah: You wan go for friendly match? come on, jus go. jus take it as a game. -sarah
Me: hur, okaye lor ... who you?
Sarah: I sarah. kae. cfm must go ar. dun dissapoint me.

LOL, idk why but im guffawing all over this conversation. LOL. i think it's Sarah's tone. why so serious? LOL not like i wont go, lol! and anyway i think i owe her a thanks cos ! i get to see someone on friday :D

& bye Earth, <3

Labels: little parts of you that i can still own

Labels: trying

Labels: maybe it's really better this way but sth's lacking in between

Labels: your words sting

Sally is disciplined, and she's very busy.

yes, fatigued. bus-ed to sch today okaye, a miracle yes. but anw i managed to pull my ass out of bed and bus-ed to sch for training. now that im back at home, im gonna hit the books. what a hardworking ass, but hell this is so so so so so so so tiring. i need some motivation. by the way, i'll be bringing my books over to Zhi Yun's place and hit 'em real hard! Science, geog, math ... stupid D:

YES HAPPY TRAINING, that's what chen hui said. after hitting the books, im going for yet another session of training. wow. okaye my hand's killing me, thr i go for my free time till 2pm and off to Zy's for hard-core mugging and then off for training and then back home, face flat plonking on my bed and sleep till tmr morning :D -.-

no more chance of seeing you on friday,
i miss you so f**king much;
& bye Earth, <3

Labels: i wont succumb to fatigue

yaye, today was outing with my 2 beloved girlfriends :D will reply to tags tmr, don't have much time today, (:

hit town with BrigitteLee & OngLooXin today hohoho (: but i think all 3 of us were a bit restless uh :/ talked alot, chatted bout our lifes and i realise being attatched isn't that bad, at least you get to call someone yours. and yes, both of 'em are attatched. *cries* =/

today's a bad bad hair day and it's really bad, it's very weird =/ it's a bad clothes day too. almost every piece of my clothes that i felt like wearing was dumped into the laundry so yeah, =/ nonetheless, i still enjoyed a day out with my 2 beloved girls :D

anyway, sorry okaye Rachel? i didnt mean to ps you, but i forgot to sms you and i promised the both of 'em first der, sorry leh. :/ next time bah? promise to go on a date with you okaye? and i love you! please cheer up, and wave goodbye to good old penknife okaye? i've stopped cutting, so stop okaye? I love you, dont think too much ler. i agree with brigitte, nothing lasts forever. =/

hmm, a lil' tired here uh and im having a bit of moodswings. so i shall only post up the photos (:


girlfriends forever! // the focus is the necklace & nth else :D

not sure if these 2 photos are too dark, hmm :D

SallyChua.OngLooXin.BrigitteLee! x3 // i know it's 7th lunar month but no, that's looxin's hand!
Sugar+Pepper+Salt = Triple loves! :D // I love her! x3
tadah, done! :D tmr's gonna be another busy day. training in the morning, claymation project and training again. hmm =/ hope no moodswings will drop by my heart tmr uh! and im hoping nth will go wrong tmr, nothing, nothing ...

i get to see you on friday,
will we talk?
& bye Earth, <3

Labels: baby baby

fuck love, it's so irritating it's driving me mad. love fucked my heart and life upside down and it has freaking SCREWED ME UP.

I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, I NEED YOU, I DON'T WANT YOU TO FORGET ME, YOU KNOW?!

say im selfish, yes, i dont want you to forget me. and neither do i want to forget you. not even trying to forget you, no. that wasnt what i wanted from the start. it's too hard. my heart is already broken into pieces. dont shred it please.

YOU =

part of why i was spurred to study, part of why i wanted to strive in table tennis, part of why my life was so close to perfect..

YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING!
and then, i lost you, and i lost EVERYTHING.

and now, you know, i need you? yes, my life was so close to perfect. but that's a was already. now, tell me how we're gonna be friends when love still exists between us.

I'm waiting for the day,
when we can love again;
I LOVE YOU!

Labels: love screwed me up

I am feeling very very very extremly tired. just got back from town with girlfriends and yes, im falling face flat onto my bed for a nap, soon. have been feeling very tired recently and im not feeling very well, coach said that im gonna fall sick soon. =/

well therefore, i shall go catch my nap now and massage my arm on my bed. im having SEVERE muscle ache on my right arm. D: too many things are supposed to be finished and too little time is assigned so i shall catch my sleep first before anything. -.- and im suddenly spurred to say this and therefore, i shall :D and anyway, i'll update when i wake up.

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU LIKE HELL AND THIS IS MAKING ME MAD! YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW ?!
ILOVEYOU, AUDRIC CHOO!

Labels: I NEED SLEEP