♥ fuck love
Sunday, September 2, 2007 -{'5:14 AM
fuck love, it's so irritating it's driving me mad. love fucked my heart and life upside down and it has freaking SCREWED ME UP.
I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, I NEED YOU, I DON'T WANT YOU TO FORGET ME, YOU KNOW?!
say im selfish, yes, i dont want you to forget me. and neither do i want to forget you. not even trying to forget you, no. that wasnt what i wanted from the start. it's too hard. my heart is already broken into pieces. dont shred it please.
YOU =
part of why i was spurred to study, part of why i wanted to strive in table tennis, part of why my life was so close to perfect..
YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING!
and then, i lost you, and i lost EVERYTHING.
and now, you know, i need you? yes, my life was so close to perfect. but that's a was already. now, tell me how we're gonna be friends when love still exists between us.
I'm waiting for the day,
when we can love again;
I LOVE YOU!Labels: love screwed me up
