Everyday I say I don't wanna care bout you. Everyday I say I don't love you. Everyday I pretend that everything's okaye when they are not. F.life, F.love. I really don't wanna care anymore but I cant, I cant, I cant. I CANT. I've been trying very hard t get you out of my life and I cant, I cant, I cant. I CANT. Everyday thr would be things even the littlest details that reminds me of you. The books, my previous table, my foolscap papers scribbled with all those rubbish 'bout you, the song lyrics, the scars on my hand, the messages in 5300, every single freaking thing! Shitxzzz. To that extend that when it was D&T today and Mr Lim said that we could carve anything we wanted, numbers and letters onto our work piece I wanted t put ACZ and then again I changed my mind. In the end, my mind is still stuck at 160407. Yes, stuck. I was convincing myself t change it t 250494 or some other stupid things but it was stuck at 160407. Please kill me now.

220407 ; 10:41PM

"When you feel cold, let me be the one to give you my clothes to provide u warmth. When you're hungry, let me give you biscuits and make u full. When you're down, let me tell you that "i'll do anything, almost everything, to protect you. " i love you! never gonna let you go! "

You aint thr anymore.
But I still am.

You have certainly moved on,
But I haven't.

I no longer exist in any part of your life,
But you're someone who lives in my heart,
now and forever.

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Where are you, Baby? You said you would be here telling me that you would do anything, almost everything to protect me.

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